2 days before the school holidays started,
I was already dragged to work.
Probably most of my close friends know bout it.
If you're gonna drop the question and ask where?
Den it's my parents' office.
Don't ask what I do, b'coz it's never fixed.
I always have a feeling of being a little kid in the office.
Because you'll only be asked to do things that are time-consuming.
The point is, those things are merely stuffs that are loaded and not given much precedence b'coz as I've mentioned, it's time-consuming.
I'm not emphasizing it's unimportant.
Just well.. You won't have a feeling you've learned something new.
I find that frustrating...
Especially when I'm supposed to enjoy my holidays and not work from 10.30 to 8.30 or 9.00.
I can't complain though.
Seems to run in the family.
Both my parents' parents come from a business background.
And poor. So, they have to help their family at a young age.
But I still don't see why we have to be compared.
I meant, yea.. I know and I understand. Life is hard when you're my age.
But it doesn't change my pov.
I feel that we'll be able to develop our own skills, own liking or interests, own personality with the constant flow of time.
With time comes experience.
And it's from these experience, these roads and paths of the journey of ur life that you learn to pick up valuable things that will become your stepping stone to your very own future.
One that YOU carved for yourself. Not MADE TO carve for yourself.
I know they want me to go out and gain a deeper insight into how they run the business.
How social skills are important when you have to feed yourself next time.
Yea.. But what are in their considerations??
How can you judge me and say if I'm like that how am I gonna survive next time?
Okay.. I know.. I will definately work my way out.
I will bring home success if I reali give in what I can.
That's what I think - with experience, knowledge and skills.
Somehow my pov never seems to matter anyway.
Fine.. cut it out then.
Seriously they're like workaholics.
There're pretty much things out there that they should do with their time living.
Well, they have a family, a life, they have each other.
God, how can they see what they have missed out if they don't stop and look.
Just look and listen.
Indulge in your senses.
Stand bare foot in the park,
Feel the texture of the grass underneath your feet.
Open up your arms,
Relax, take a deep breath.. close your eyes for a moment.
Lie on the bed together.
Hold hands. See how much the texture had changed.
Stare out the windows.
Look at how breathtaking the sky can be in the day.
Feel the wind brushing ur face.
See how the wind blow your hair into a natural wave.
Music? Easy conversations?
That's life.
Communications between loved ones...
Sharing.. Looking out for each other.
These are things that matter.
Building up a business was once ur goal.
Now that you've come to a point where it's stable,
you have another goal, a greater one.
I'm always proud of your success.
I only hope that you'll start paying attn to other things around you.
Career is not entirely everything.
Life is still incomplete.
Readers, I know these words lean more to a personal side.
Just bear with me.
I'll come up with a cheerful posts. =)
The tragedy of life is not so much what men suffer, but rather what they miss.
- Thomas Carlyle -
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